Category: Being Yarsh

  • What’s next?

    It’s been one hell of a week. First there was Valentine’s Day. Then a shitty job interview. Now this… I had some squealing coming from the brakes on my car. I knew the problem – the squealing was due to the metal clamp on a brake pad rubbing against the rotor on the rear-driver-side of…

  • Fail

    abort, backslide, be defeated, be demoted, be ruined, blunder, break down, decline, deteriorate, fall, fall flat, fall short, fall through, fizzle, flop, flounder, fold, founder, go astray, go down, go downhill, go wrong, hit bottom, lose control, lose out, lose status, miscarry, miss, play into, run aground, slip, TANK All of these words describe 1…

  • This Valentine’s Day has been brought to you by the letters F and U

    I hate Valentine’s Day. Of course, I’m biased. In my nearly 27 years on this planet, I have gotten to spend 2 Valentine’s Days with a “significant other.” The last one was 3 years ago. Not that I am complaining that my checkbook hasn’t bounced due to outrageous V-Day spending, just that I would enjoy…

  • Small World…

    Friday night was a lot of fun. Of course, it was also one of the most fucked up nights of my life… Disclaimer: This may be a long post Anne Short asked us (Randall, John, and I) to come out to see a friend’s band. John wasn’t able to make it, but Randy and I…

  • Goodbye Sober Day

    I have 2 things to say. 1) I have entered the last 26 days of employment with my current employer. I don’t necessarily see this as a bad thing, more like a good opportunity, but the reason for leaving is… unfortunate to say the least. My boss has chosen to move in-house development to a…

  • I want

    I want: health and happiness for my friends and family the same as above for me the job search to be over my current and future business endeavors to pan out so I don’t have to work for anybody but myself for the rest of my life my MTV (which consists solely of good music…

  • Insane in the Membrane…

    Yes, there is reason for how messed up I feel right now. First, there is the stress of finding a new job. I currently have 5 weeks to find a new job. Needless to say, things are not going as well as I would hope for them to. Plus there are complications in my thought…

  • Masking the Sun

    On my drive home today, I realized that I had not heard Clouds Over Phoenix* (right-click, Save Target As…) in quite a long time. It seems to be the correct dose of medication for me right now. I thought I would share it with those of you who may not have heard it before, and…

  • Walking and Thinking

    From the air I see your loneliness You carry on despite your fear Inside a box you keep your sanity And it will never seem clear, to me Over the hills, the light, it flows… It shows the angels laughing Where is the love that we’re supposed to find? Lost in a maze of games…

  • Aaaahhhh… Weekend

    Friday night, we had a farewell happy hour gathering for a recently former-ed coworker. It was a nice turnout all together, and we managed to drink and shoot the shizzy for the better part of 6 hours. I was pleasantly surprised that the man of honor came out and actually stayed for the duration of…