Yes, there is reason for how messed up I feel right now.
First, there is the stress of finding a new job. I currently have 5 weeks to find a new job. Needless to say, things are not going as well as I would hope for them to. Plus there are complications in my thought process because I plan to be working for myself within 1 year. Makes it hard to find a job that you know you will be leaving in a semi-short amount of time.
A little drama going on in my life right now, too. I refuse to name names and specifics about what has happened recently, but lets just say that I’m not the only one who is hurting right now. Do I regret my decision? No. Am I miserable over the decision? Yes. But what I feel to be right should not be compromised. And I was letting it happen because I wanted it to. No one is at fault here, and if anybody is at fault, it is me.
On top of all of the downers, at least there are still 3 things that keep me going: Playing my keyboard, My future business endeavors (which are already taking shape – very quickly, I might add), and my friends. Thank you all.
3 responses to “Insane in the Membrane…”
There is no fault. You stood by your beliefs which is more than many of us do. We all can be blinded and make mistakes as I have done. I am happy there are no regrets as that is something that is even harder to live with. As one of your friends, trust me things will get better. 🙂
We are and will remain, here for you as your friends. This is because we are all awesome.
What John said… And what eyez said, too, only not so feminine sounding because I am a Man. A burly man that doesn’t say girly things to make other men feel better. Unless there’s a hug involved.
Also, resume, maybe?